I often wonder how it feels to be touched. Touched with love, touched with hope, touched with trust. To be held and kissed without the presence of selfishness or doubt. To speak words of wisdom and encouragement. I miss it all. Someone i can stare at while they sleep and envision life with them. Someone that holds pride in my existence and sees how thankful i am for them. No matter how many days float by their love for me remains the same. I just want love. Love that is strong now and will last long, love.